10th
F
seriously. before i say anything. i have kept my secret! ITS KILLING ME NOT TO SPILL! I want to stuff my face with jello when someone asks me about it. also, WHAT THE HELL. the only soul to ever make me feel, like maybe i have a chance with, almost killed me, and now you creep back into my life. HELL NAH. i will not stand for this. but look at me making plans to hang out. im not going through with them. im better than this. i guess that feeling of wanting someone can be pretty strong, but seriously F it all. not worth my time =/ this makes me to angry SO ANGRY. and im not the angry type. I dont understand how someone can treat someone so terribleĀ and then slowly come back into the picture. like, and all iv done to you since you started talking to me again was be super mean, and yet you still hang on. i should just shut you off and never let you in my life or even let you contact/talk to me. but,…
Im going to eat cookies.