18th
I have problems
not like you didnt know that already. however, just spent the last hour picking and choosing events to hit up this weekend. what the hell. 2 raves on saturday, both are stacked. so i had to pick one. makes me wanna cry! why cant i be at 2 places, at once? hmm. and then, i have all my friends texting/calling me being all like ” come here!” be there!” ” your comming out that night, right?” kinda figures since i have friends within so many different cultures of genres and such. MAN! SHEESH. so my weekend looks like…..dancing, rave, metal show. or haunted house, rave, cedar point. i wanna see all my friends though, and i cant. im going to dayton in november to VEX nightclub, people tell me its super rad. plus im visiting a few friends from that area I have not hung out with in almost a year, sad panda. so all that will be an adventure in itself. also, im venturing out to pittsburgh, so THE WEIRDEST reason ever. but dayton comes first. tomorrow im hanging with my girl sara for some halloween shopping decor for GG6 <3 i ordered a furry skirt and 2 new hair pieces from cypherlox. not like i need more things to party in, but i love new outfits and such. like i said, problems, i have em. everyone does. at least mine arnt bad.
been trying to calm myself down. alot of things come my way and i dont want to handle them in a civil way. so i push them out of my way and take a time out from them. piano and skating have been my backbone for some time now. i can always calm myself down and forget about those little problems by stepping on the ice or putting my hands on those keys.
