February 2012
3 posts
juice
My wonderful wonderful boyfriend and I went shopping yesterday after we ate at chili’s. We honestly meant to run into the mall for one thing and leave, but you know how that goes. So we ended buying each other nice things. I always complain about my feet being cold and soggy, ALL THE TIME! my poor chucks are 8 years old and super destroyed, but they are my comfort and security so i end up...
lovestruck
was insane. hands down to the best party of the year,(of course its only feb, but!) even know i was dead at the end of the night. warehouse like-superloud-music couldn’t be better-dj megan killed it-tons of people-great vibes-2 floors-tons of friends-hooping-lucient circus performers were there-oh and a pool and hot tub. thats right. and chrissy did great with vending, added bonus! man, what...
the options weigh heavy
matt bought a huge aquarium yesterday, so we spent the afternoon putting everything in it. had to clean the rocks, put all the sweet looking neon plants in and such. we are getting fishes next weekend <3 and I’m excited. we are getting these neon tropical fish that are UV reactive, they look flipping sweet, but, feel like they would die, SO TINY! iv been out every weekend vending at...
January 2012
3 posts
I am invested.
I would never be able to hurt someone like you.
of all the things i never expected
Oh hi Tumblr, I really honestly have not forgotten about you. I haven’t really been in the bloggin mood! but a lot has happened, yes? Yes. Since my birthday? oh my birthday…the holidays came and went. Thankgod. Iv never been one for holidays, but sometimes family time is more needed than I think. Cumulus had their one year winter warmup event. It was rad because I’m super glad to see...
oh human kind ....
I have a post saved. on my mac. so ill have to upload that later. but for now : ugh. I really have lost everything I ever had entrusted into humans. it boggles my mind how some people could just be so into themselves. finally taking a stand here, on my part at least. I am going back into hiding. meaning, I am no longer sharing my thoughts and secrets and all that fun life stuff with most...
December 2011
3 posts
rant : /
First off, it would mean wonders to me, to finally graduate from skating. I need to pass my MIF tests and its all gold. however, I need a coach to do so, the level at entirly the easiest. So just say that my original coach moved to Boston. true story. iv been coachless since, with just fill-ins to keep up with my level. was finally set up with one and she has yet to get back to me, its been almost...
I feel,
so content with you. how amazing that feeling is.
^_^
I got my ciel cosplay dress today. because I love to dress up. its pink and its big and beautiful. of course its not finished, needs alot of work done, however, im super excited that it finally came! also, got my mood hoop today and me and it bonded <3 its pure love. dance lucid was fun. it was a great time, loki showed up. I love that kid.
So,emotions can be such a beautiful thing. Literally,...
November 2011
13 posts
online shopping will be the death of me
4 purchases 600$, epic win. cyber mondays get the best of me. and now Im heading out for more shopping, to get my mind off everything. My grandma passed away and all this funeral talk and such is just…sad. she was such a wonderful women, i hate to see her go. when someone passes, it hurts everyone around them, it KILLS me to see my mom cry, its so awful. I know everything will be okay...
OH tumblr, how iv missed you.
Dont you love when unexpected things happen,…for the better? pretty much how my weekend ruled out to be. Friday I went to the chamber with a friend, to dance. thats ALL I ever want to do, is dance. and wear pink. Saturday me and my friends ventured out to Youngstown for turkey BASSter, I have to say the event was put together well, good vibes and no shadyness. IT WAS A GREAT TIME! the venue...
getting things done.
like 90% done with cosplay, BOTH of them :] so excited! turned out great.
booked hotel for ohayocon.
paid all my bills.
now I have to go finish everything else Im about to be getting done. yay. this feels good.
BASS DOWN LOW
Let me just start out by saying, this was one of the BEST event/rave/ragers/edm/partys I have ever been too. I did NOT expect that at all. I figured it was going to be some like “eh, decent” event in cleveland, WRONG. holy potatoes. and the best thing to ever become of that night? DICKSTEP MIXED IN WITH UK HAPPY HARDCORE!! seriously. it was so epic! who does that? your taking 2 whacked...
just for
Ination?……….OMG, OMFG. thats all I will disclose <3 : ))))))
you know what I like, this. The last month or 2, things have changed. Not sure what it is or what factors made things go all…..YYYYAAAAYYYYY!! but frankly, i love it. I have not been annoyed or stressed, at all. Been building relationships with some really awesome people i should have been closer with...
also
excited about tonight! going to Ination up in bowling green with loki. apperently its like the biggest edm alternative “goth” scene around. like couple hundred kids come out?! sweet sauce. i cant wait ^_^ i dont even like goth. LOLOLOLOL. i just like dancing in weird attire.
then seeing IAMREVENGE and margin of error.
then HUGE rave….shhhh, dont want this one shut down. its...
back to bassix & gothic nation
so. chrissy was out of state, and I had to take on the resonsibilty of setting up the merch table, i walk into the rock bar and J told me to be set up by 8pm, not a problem, I got everything set up in time and when chrissy finally arrived she was totally happy with how I set things up : ) i met the owner of the bar,what a freakin cool dood, no one has ever made such an impact on me like that....
GAMING GAMING
GAMING GAMING GAMING GAMING ALL DAY LONG. GAMING GAMING GAMING.
MAKING KANDI. THEN GAMING.
MAKING COOKIES. THAN GAMING.
WATCHING ANIME. THEN GAMING.
WORKING ON MY COSPLAY. THEN GAMING.
GOING TO VEND A RAVE THEN GAMING.
GAMING GAMING GAMING.
Prolly play some DDR online and troll kids on heavy. lololololololol.
hardcore8bit.
the pictures from the cypherlox photoshoot are being put up in the next few days on chrissys website. I had 2 outfit changes and they look super adorable, the rainbow one makes me look like 14. love it.but chrissy is in philly touring with margin of error, so get to vend for her tonight by myself at a rave. should be interesting, but Iv vended so many shows with her for the last couple years, I...
I get to meet
my new skating coach on the 29th. So so SO excited.
replay
I will never let you fall.
ewd.
Vended at oddmall this past weekend.was really fun, it always is, the table next tours was these 2 guys that were on a book tour, they took a picture of me like back in may and so we exchanged FB and tagged me, I bought their boook too, its so rad, takes pretty much every genre and tells stories of that to the very tip top extreme. I guess like, manson would be an “extreme” in his...
cyber jellos ahoy
What the heck did i do last weekend? oh yes. ready for this? friday was the last ghost glitch of the year. bloodbath was awesome. we had a great turnout; we flew rob bell out from LA and we sure was the life of the party. me and sara decorated the whole place and showered it with candy and kandi …haha get it? everyones costumes ruled. that night was crazy. broke a window. dropped a burrito....
October 2011
8 posts
Seems to be right to write and blog about things I do. since what happends anyways. so! hurrrrr. this weekend, I went the chamber, met up all with a good portion of my chamber friends, danced, had a good time and a few laughs about the night. hardy harr harr. max showed up, seen him in a while. it was good to see him out and about again. on saturday, me kalin scotti and mario went to the factory...
lights.
Man. and here iam thinkingim not crazy. these lights are getting intense. keep documenting them. but only with words, wish could with pictures. must find out where they are comming from. so intriging.
I have problems
not like you didnt know that already. however, just spent the last hour picking and choosing events to hit up this weekend. what the hell. 2 raves on saturday, both are stacked. so i had to pick one. makes me wanna cry! why cant i be at 2 places, at once? hmm. and then, i have all my friends texting/calling me being all like ” come here!” be there!” ” your comming out that...
caught off gaurd
someone told me something today, explain a theory actually. and usually am stubborn and wont listen to people, but this was different. might actually take it into consideration and run with it. Just would mold my life so well. guess its something iv always thought of doing, but got dragged down by other road blocks and just put it on the back burner. I should actually go through with it. its a...
ill probably scare you away
last night was SO fun! seriously my weekends are full hog. went to back to the bassix in massillion for jslys party. he wanted cypherlox to vend, so me and chrissy packed up the car and vended. when we got there, man, treated so so nicely. like doods there know how to help ladies trying to unload stuff. ran into dave, he set was awesome, ran into chris, whom iv missed so much! sadface, wish had...
tragicy
youve managed to write a really beautiful love note and left floating in the lake. right behind, those lights, all of the lights that have been around on a frequent basis. but what she saw.
as always
I stayed up til 6am on friday & saturday. I always attempt to fall asleep at a decent hour of maybe 3 and of course not. when your surrounded by awesome people and having a great time, sometimes time doesnt matter. On friday, a big group of my friends and I all went to Chamber, we had a blast, that never fails. such an epic also funny night. then we all went to a 24 hr diner, SO hilarious the...
elevation
vended at a rave last night with chrissy,cypherlox, and it was a blast. alotta kids from ghost glitch were there which are all my rave buddies whom iv known for a while now and have great relationships with. so again, its great seeing everyone has a a freakin blast. danced on stage with my dude agent 11, his beats are soo solid and his new cd “cherry popper” is beyond amazing. it was...
September 2011
6 posts
how insane
went to the rockstar energy tour with my friend. had a blast. learned a lesson. and met some pretty cool chill people to enjoy it with. awesome, i just expanded my friends by another 9,000 of which i have NO time to hang out or see any of them =/ sigh. ghost glitch on friday was a blast, oh, always is of course. except for this time, someone stood out to me, and im not sure why, i was smiles all...
LIGHTS.
Went to Gamma last night, rave. UM AMAZING? totally think its my 2nd favorite rave of all time. didnt think id have THAT much fun, but i did, and i met some pretty awesome people. the lights were soooo intense, the crowd was wild. def happy to see a scene sorta starting in cleveland. I cant get over some of the people I met, they were all just so amazing and wonderful, people that i could talk to...
I should seek help
I keep seeing all these lights.
FREAKIN ME OUT MAN.
also, got accepted in this “thing” iv been secretly kind of doing for a few months in columbus. I GOT ACCEPTED. love good news. so a move might happen. have to talk it over with my parents. its a great oppertunity.
hanging out with sir ARTEMIS tonight. yay!
OH MY LANTA
I had to share this, because it means something to me, some people will view it as not a big deal at all, however, its one of “those” things one has to live through to understand, yes. :]
Me and my sister (bestfriend, partner in crime, etc.) combined…favorite band is My Chemical Romance. iv seen them way too many times, all without her =/ she was away in the marines for 6 years,...
cannot wait.
for next summer. oh man, this winter season better fly by, fast. ^___^
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
0ooh?
YOU KNOW WHAT DAY IT IS! sunday. I have 3 music festivals this month. EXCITING. i started up fall skating. actually went WAY better than i expected. confidence boost for the win. family reunion at my house today. Friday night my friends and i went out, and haha, how hilarious was that night. i feel as if, even though I walk into a place i never go to, people still know me. WUT. feelsgoodman....
August 2011
3 posts
y u no have moar time.
billions of things are coming up. i should make a list so i dont miss something. i need to book a room for ohyaocon. like now. i have to get my plans set for “nocturnal” in VA, like now. i have to to work on stuff for rapture and GG, like a week ago. i have to return da lollipop kids cd case back to them, which will be fun, considering making a trip to columbus means hanging out with...
and it starts here
so lets go back years ago when i went to my first “rave” and saw da lollipop kids play at thier first show was 2 dj’s from columbus. after that night, I was hooked, followed them to as many shows as i could and supported them like crazy. through them i have met my best friends, new friends and started a newlife that i honestly slipped into without knowing. so lets fast forward...
oh matsuricon
good joy. couldnt have been more of a fun and crazy weekend. i spent it with a dozen of my close friends and it was blast, ran into million of my con friends from the past and such and made new ones! YAY. oh, we were on a panel, called boss like a boss. if you were there to see it, youd be laughing your ass off on the ground, when you get my friends all together, oh man….people are still...
July 2011
4 posts
Alot has been going on
successfully, me and my sister went to cincinnati for the rockstar mayhem festival, hell yeah, tons of fun as always, we reallly are starting to get a fan base, not kidding, people came up to us with pictures of us, a LONG time ago from other festivals, which is cool! all the bands were good, bought more merch that i dont need and/or or even fit in my closet anymore. oh well! ran into old friends,...
F
seriously. before i say anything. i have kept my secret! ITS KILLING ME NOT TO SPILL! I want to stuff my face with jello when someone asks me about it. also, WHAT THE HELL. the only soul to ever make me feel, like maybe i have a chance with, almost killed me, and now you creep back into my life. HELL NAH. i will not stand for this. but look at me making plans to hang out. im not going through with...
so many hamburgers
thats all iv been eating. yum. Oh, by the way, I have aquired THE BIGGEST secret ever! Im about to see tons of my friends this summer, from all over the place, and its going to be so hard not to tell them! =/ im like itching off the edge of my seat right now about it, im dying to tell someone! only my family knows, obviously! I have a few friends that I will tell before everyone else finds out....
Interesting weekend
columbus bound all weekend, met some cool people at the shrunken head. walked around the city. got sunburned (go figure, its bound to happen if i step outside for more than 5 mins) sheesh. got hardley any sleep. got scared. felt comfortable. I just cannot wait to see my friend from bowling green in like….13 days! uh. nap time for me. >.<
June 2011
8 posts
I need to write this down
or i’ll forget.
July 7th-Rave, im excited to see retox and agent 11 spin. also, i’ll be with my best friend <3
july 16-17th-colossalcon 10.5, need I say more? last time it was such a blast, plus my friends from other cons and bowling green and going ^_^
july 20th- mayhem cincinnati….muuahaha
july-21-22-23- cypherlox photo shoot(my first photo shoot!) and ghost glitch 3!
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Ghost Glitch, Volume 2!
This is our 2nd event, and we had triple the amount that came out to our april show! we are proud to annouce, this will be monthly! massive thankyou to everyone that came out and danced thier hearts out, all the djs laid down killer sets, our photographer, our glow vendor, cypherlox, ruled and it was a mad pleasure meeting so many new people and other promoters. also, thanks to all the...
if
ozzfest decides not to tour this year, im going to flip out. i stalk thier website everyday. *fingers crossed*
i think i see an end
everything is coming to an end. but will also open up vast oppertunities. skating will be done, school will be over, and end of the summer, im tackling my running goal. so i need more/new goals. um. just wanna eat cookies. YAY.
also, im beginning to think some people rely on me way too much. and kind of take advantage of it, so im taking the step back to let them figure and do things on thier...
Hardcore Energy 2- DJ Brisk!
wonderful&amazing. in sunsbury, this lil tiny town on the outskirts of columbus. jeff E threw the rave, so it was very kandi kid filled. WHICH IS EPIC. that culture of kids are simply some of the best people i know. DJ Brisk from the UK played! hes spins hardcore and is hands down amazing, he put out such an awesome well-done set. as always, i ran into my rave friends iv known since raving day...
All you can do
is talk about yourself, all the time. hi, me, over here….as far as i know, i exsist too. i listen to you, i expect it back. but i guess not.
whoa
just heard that colossalcon had 10,000 people. i knew it was a decend turnout. my bestfriend, sister, partner in crime, my siddie….is moving out =/ *SAD FACE* which means i’ll have a room to myself. maybe i can talk my parents in to finally letting me get a DDR machine, i’ll never sleep with one of those. they will let me get one, just not in my room… >.< booo. oh, i...